Rindu untuk sahabat ku Nursolehah......

Maaf Terlebih Dahulu kepada kawan ku nursolehah kerana menulis pasal kau tanpa izin...


Nursolehah .....
aku sangat rindu kt kau sesangat...
xtahu kenapa aq rindu kau melebihi aq merindu kan seorng kekasih...
aq seolah2x mengejar bayang2x kau....
xmampu aq nk ungkap... x mampu aq nk meluahkan melalui anggota...
terpaku mulut aq nk berkata kata.....

ko dah berubah...
ko lebih sensitif dri aq kenal kau kt P.N.......
ke time kt P.N tu masa ko ade hati kt aq....???
kenape..???
Ko syg sgt UPNM ko tu....
kenapa..??
asl aq ejek pasal upnm ko ... ko marah aq ...
seolah kesalahan aq nie besar bgi kau....
sedangkan aq ejek tu sme je cam aq ejek pasal universiti , poli matrix mahupon sekolah menengah....macam kandang.... mengurung kite bile tibe masa nye.......

aq tahu la hati ko sygkan tentera... tambahan lagi ko lgi semangat selepas ko baca noval ape tah..... pasal tentera bername najmie ke hariri tah .. lupa aq......tapi jgn la nk emosi sgt.......pleaasseee....

aq nk gurau gan kau... bukan nk sakit aty kau..... aq suke buat ko geram.....nk tahu kenape..?? sebab aq anggap ko cam kak aq.. kadang2x tu cam adek aq... bile ko geram... ko nsihat aq cam seolah2x ko kakak aq... bile ko bercerita tentang cite ko nk cite... seolah2x ko cam adek aq...seperti aq nie ko perlukan tuk bercerita......urmmmmmm !!!!!

Punah Hati Aq...

Sy mintak maaf atas segala nye... wan terpaksa putuskan persahabatan kite....selagi wan terus berkawan gan awak... wan akan mengharapkan awak lebih dri sekadar kawan... Beberape kali hati wan luke kerana awak... x terima wan dlm hidup awak... awak langsung x beri peluang tuk wan masuk dlm hati awak.......tpi xpe la.... harap awak xkecewa permergian wan... dan wan nk awak terus marah dan benci wan... sume itu perlu wan lupakan awak........

rasa pertama kali training hockey

Jam 8 pagi.. Destinasiku bermula... perjalanan ke Pusat Sukan Kuantan untuk menerima latihan hockey ....... Seksa wooo........penat gile ..letih dripada futsal rupenye.. bagi aq la....Mak aq ckp hockey bahaya ... tpi first time aq main nie.. rasa cam selamat je.. mungkin aq x nmpk lagi yg extrem lagi....hahaha

Kemudian ku pergi telok cempedak sebagai activity yg sampingan.... chantek wokkk....first time jugak aq nmpk pantai yg lengkap... ade kfc gan mcd ....tpi kawan2x makan makanan kmpung je.. lauk kmpung jgk selera aq......bg aq mcd gan kfc da biasa....kt kl pon ade......makanan selera kmpung yg jarang aq dpt rasa kt kl tu....

Jam 4 petang ...kembali ke pusat suke tu lagi.. tuk latihan ke dua... permainan semakin bgus drpda latihan pagi.... di sesi dua nie... kiterang di bagi posisi masing2x.....aq midfiled......byk information yg aq dpt pasal hockey nie pada waktu pertama aq main....

Makan Mlm kt sinar mesraseafood....kt sini.... dpt aq rasa makan kl seafood.. rindu aq nk makan kt kl....kl x sedap... tpi...di sebabkan aq da biasa... aq rindu la.. hahahaa.....kemuadian aq blek kt P.M.S........Boring dtng balek........

Big Bang - Haru haru

Leave
Yeah, Finally I realize that I am nothing without you
I was so wrong, forgive me
Ah ah ah ah

My broken heart like a wave
My shaken heart like a wind
My heart vanished like smoke
It can't be removed like a tattoo
I sigh deeply as if a ground is going to cave in
Only dusts are piled up in my mind
(Say goodbye)

Yeah, I thought I wouldn't be able to live even one day without you
But somehow I managed to live on (longer) than I thought
You don't answer anything as I cry out "I miss you"
I hope for a vain expectation but now it's useless
[ Lyrics from: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/b/bigbang/haru_haru_english_version.html ]
What is it about that person next to you, did he make you cry?
Dear can you even see me, did you forget completely?
I am worried, I feel anxiety because I can't get close nor try to talk to you
I spend long nights by myself, erasing my thoughts a thousand times
[Chorus]
Don't look back and leave
Don't find me again and live (on)
Because I have no regrets from loving you, take only the good memories
I can bear it in some way
I can stand in some way
You should be happy if you are like this
I become dull day by day (eh eh eh eh)
Oh girl I cry, cry
You're my all, say goodbye...

If we pass by each other on the street
Act like you didn't see me and go the way you were walking to
If you keep thinking about our past memories
I might go look for you secretly

Always be happy with him, (so) I won't ever get a different mind
Even smallest regret won't be left out ever
Please live well as if I should feel jealous
You should always be like that bright sky, like that white cloud
Yes, you should always smile like that as if nothing happened

[Chorus]

I hope your heart fees relieved
Please forget about me and live (on)
Those tears will dry completely
As time passes by
It would've hurt less if we didn't meet at all (mm)
Hope you will bury our promise of being together forever baby
I pray for you

[Chorus]

Oh girl I cry, cry
You're my all, say goodbye, bye
Oh my love don't lie, lie
You're my heart, say goodbye

More lyrics: http://www.lyricsmode.com/lyrics/b/bigbang/#share

Ucapan Hari Raya

Dgn Kesempatan Yg di Berikan yg Maha Esa, Saya Bulan Malap ingin mengucapkan selamat hari raya . Di samping itu, Saya ingin memohon maaf kepada kalian jika terkasar bahasa,tercuit x kena dan terguris hati kalian. Sy juga makluk ciptaan maha esa. Mesti ade kekurangan nye. Tambahan lagi, yg mna xcukup puasa tu. Banyak la hutang puasa kalian tu. Jngn smpai di tuntut di alam sana kelak. Akhir kata, Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir Dan Batin.

Jung Yong Hwa - because i miss you

Romanized Lyrics:

neul ttoggat-eun haneul-e neul gat-eun haru
geudaega-eobneun geo malgoneun dallajin ge eobneunde
nan bonaen jul al-assjyo da namgim-eobs-i
anijyo , anijyo , nan ajig geudaeleul mosbonaejyo


geuriwo geuriwoseo geudaega geuriwoseo
maeil nan honjaseoman geudaereul buleugo bulleo bwayo
bogopabogo paseo geudaegabogo paseo
ije nan seubgwancheoleom geudae ileumman buleu neyo , oneuldo


haruharuga jug-eul geosman gat-eunde eotteohgehaeya haeyo ?
salanghae sarang haeyo
geudaereul sarang haeyo
maljocha mosha goseo geudaereul geuleohge bonaess neyo

mianhae mian haeyo
nae mal-i deullinayo ?
dwineuj-eun nae gobaeg-eul geudaendeul-eul su iss-eulkkayo ?
sarang haeyo


Hangul Lyrics:

늘 똑같은 하늘에 늘 같은 하루
그대가 없는 것 말고는 달라진 게 없는데
난 보낸 줄 알았죠 다 남김 없이
아니죠, 아니죠, 난 아직 그대를 못보냈죠


그리워 그리워서 그대가 그리워서
매일 난 혼자서만 그대를 부르고 불러봐요
보고파 보고파서 그대가 보고파서
이제 난 습관처럼 그대 이름만 부르네요, 오늘도

하루하루가 죽을 것만 같은데 어떻게 해야 해요?
사랑해 사랑해요
그대를 사랑해요
말조차 못하고서 그대를 그렇게 보냈네요

미안해 미안해요
내 말이 들리나요?
뒤늦은 내 고백을 그댄 들을 수 있을까요?
사랑해요

English Translation:

Alway the exactly same sky and always the same day
Only thing that is different is that you are not here
I thought I've let you go. Without anything left
No, no. I still haven't been able to let you go

Longing for you, I am longing for you.
Because I am longing for you, I call you and call you by myself everyday
Missing you, I am missing you.
Because I am missing you, now I just call out your name like a habit. Even today

Day by day, I feel like I am dying, so what could I do?
Love you, Love you I love you
Without even being able to tell you these, I've had to let you go like that

Sorry, I am sorry.
Can you hear me?
Could you be able to hear my late confession?
I love you.

Selami Hati Yang Sunyi Dan RIndu

Awak....

Aku Sunyi Tau X Awak.........

Sunyi Tanpa Awak Disisi Ku.....

Bukan Ku Rayu ...

Bukan Ku InginKan....

Tapi Kembalilah Kepada Ku....

Memenuhi Segalanye ....

Bukan Ku Ikut Gerak HatiKu

Bukan Ku Selami NiatKu..

Tpi Ku Xmampu MengHipokritkannya...

Hati Tetap Mencintai Awak....

Walaupon Telah Ku Tanamkan Perasaan Itu....

Ia Masih Lagi Mekar...

Kembalilah Kepada Ku lagi.....

Terima Lah Ku NI....

Buat Mu A.A ♥♥♥♥♥..........

The Leaving PMS Day For Raya Holiday....

Pada 26.8.2011.. Itu lah Tarikh yg aku meninggalkan P.M.S ..... Aku nek Bas Pada jam 12.30... Tpi bas itu lambat smpai.... Di smping menunggu, sempat aq beli majalah hai untuk masa bosan dlm bas.... terkejut melihat apabila kakak aq kena langgar ( park shin hye).... perasaan je..... Menarik jugak baca majalah skali skala...... kawan aq pon beli majalah .. majalah gempak....

Jam kul 5.45 sampai la aq kt hentian putra... perjalanan aku x berakhir di situ.... aku dan kawan2x aq bercadang berbuka bersama.... seronok la....berbuka camtu..... klo kt campus... sume bungkus je... nie skali skala makan x bungkus... pakaian pon bebas ......seronok.. xnmpk di kong2 sgt.. hahaha

Ini la Antara Saat Bahagia tu..........

Buka Di rumah.......

Dulu x ade rasa berharga sgt bile buka first day kt umah.... sejak aq di lemparkan ke poli yg serba kekurangan tu....baru aq taw berapa berharga nye buka gan family kt umah......

cam biasa... menu aq kt k.lumpur.....mzti la makanan favorite aq..... ayam percik.... gan roti john......

memang sedap bagi aq......

di muadzam.... roti john dye pelik je aq tgk...... xpernah aq tgk roti john taruk hot dog..... rase pon kurang........sos pon kurang...

kt k.lumpur.... sume byk ... inti dye byk....sos pon byk.,......

TU JE LA BuAT Masa INI

Bulan Puasa Yg Mulia

First time aq puasa tanpa family.....
selalunye first puasa mesti aq buka gan family aq.... menu buka tuk first puasa mezti ayam percik...
tpi tahun nie x dpt nk merasa yg itu pada hari puasa yg pertama.... xpe... bile aq balek umah nnti buka gan family aq... melantak puas2x... HAHAHA!!......

Terawih kt sini x berape best......xmeriah bgi aq lah x tahu la bgi kekawan yg laen ... kt tempat aq.....ade je budak2x yg main mercun.... aq pon join skali la... kt sini... aq bawu lagi... nk seludup mercun pon takut lagi.. tgk la klow aq da berani lagi... tpi rasa nye tidak kowt... sebab poli nie menakut kan........teragak2x nk klow nk buat sesuatu........HAHAHA!!!!!

Bazar ramadhan plak ......
bazar ade kt dlm poli... tpi.... x meriah la... sikit je gerai yg buat..... aq tgk budak2x yg buat kuih2x pon xnmpk rupe kueh pon.... tpi ade jgk menu yg xbyk kt bazar kt tempat bazar ramadhan aq ....... contoh nye kt sini... bnyak nasik2x yg da siap lauk da... contoh nasi goreng ayam berempah..... satu dlm rm 5 kowt... tempat aq x byk kedai2x yg bukak yg cmtu... x laku....tpi kt sini laku..... sbb pelajar2x carik makanan yg mengenyang tpi murah....sbb mereka kena jage bajet dorang ... klo bajet lari .. mati kebuluran la dorang kt sini.... HAHAHAAA

Perlawanan Futsal di putra jaya.....

Buat penat je dtng dri jauh..... last2x perlawanan futsal menjadi perlawanan penalti....
CAM BODOH JE!!!!!

Hanya disebabkan hujan dye tukar peraturan....
Penganjur Takut ade orng pecah kepala laaa....ape laa...
Mule2x tnye pendapat kt team2x.... nk teruskan ke atau ape ke...??.. last2x gune pandangan dye jgk,.......

BODOH2X HAHAHAAA........

Hari yg x di sangka2x....

Saya xsangka yg saya terpilih tuk maen futsal tuk tempat sy belajar nie.... pada mulanye hanya suke2x.....HAHAHAA!!!!!

Bile da terpilih nie ..... saya akan buat yg terbaik.... Do Your Best WAN!!!!!